Portal of Madness

AN OFFER

L.g.olson — Wed, 09 Jan 2008 23:18:58 GMT

I HAVE HEARD THOSE WORDS, I'VE SEEN PAIN IN A KISS,
I HAVE HIDDEN IN SECRET, STOLE AWAY TO THE BLISS.

I CANNOT TELL YOU, WHAT HIDES INSIDE,
FOR ALL I KNOW, I AM JUST A LIE.

I HIDE FROM MY WORLD, CARLESSLY BOUND,
WRAPPED IN NOTHING, IN NOTHING I DROWN.

I OFFER THE HAND, ONLY TO BE BIT,
TO REACH FOR THE CREATURE, SO I CAN FEED IT.

IT BETRAYS THE HAND, THE HEART IT DOES DESPISE,
IT COMES LIKE AN ANGEL, BUT ANGEL DO LIE.

LURKS UPON VICTIMS, WHO DON'T HAVE A CLUE,
THAT HUNGER IS DRIVEN, BY WHAT WE ALL DO.

INVITE THE DEMONS AND THE DEMONS SHALL COME,
THEY LICK THEIR LIPS SWEETLY, MERCY FOR NONE.

DARK AND POETIC, SINGING SWEET SONGS,
A VERSE TO YOUR END, THE END SOON TO COME.

THEY WHISPER SO BLINDLY, CUM UNTO ME,
I HAVE A NEW WORLD, I WANT YOU TO SEE.

YOUR GIFT IS SO SPECIAL, YOUR FACE IS SO DEAR,
LAY OPEN THOSE WRISTS AND LETS TEACH YOU TO FEAR.

YOU ARE NOTHING IN MY KNIGDOM, ANOTHER SHALLOW FACE,
JUST ANOTHER BITTER SOUL, TO MY BITTER EMRACE.

BUT I WILL SEDUCE YOU WITH GIFTS , SOFT AND SWEET,
IF YOU WILL GROVEL AND LAY KISS'S TO MY FEET.

I WILL PROTECT YOU FROM ALL WHO DO CALL,
BUT WHEN I CALL YOU, TO YOUR KNEES YOU MUST FALL.

I WILL FEED YOU MY BLOOD AND FLESH TO YOUR TONGUE,
BUT YOU WILL PAY ME WHEN THAT BELL IS WRUNG.

I WILL SHOW YOU LUST AND LOVE, I GIVE YOU FROM INSIDE,
BUT YOU WILL LAY BEFORE ME, AND FEED ME THE TIDE.

I OFFER ALL I HAVE, PLEASE TAKE IT FROM ME,
BUT WHEN I CALL YOU, YOU CUM ON YOUR KNEES.

LIES IN A KISS

L.g.olson — Wed, 09 Jan 2008 23:13:28 GMT

THEY TOLD ME ONCE, TRUTH LIES IN A KISS,
THAT ALL THAT YOU ARE, IS A LIFE TO DISMISS.

FAILURE IS MADE, IN ONE SINGLE BLOW,
YOUR HELD IN A PRISON, WITH NOWHERE TO GO.

I HAVE FOUGHT MY BATTLES, AND STILL NEVER WIN,
I COME IN LAST, NOT SURE WHERE TO BEGIN.

I SEE A WORLD, FROM ANOTHERS CAGE,
I FEEL THE HATE, FEEDING MY RAGE.

WHAT SOUL IS THIS, THAT CARRIES A KNIFE,
WHO IS HE TO DECIDE, WHO'S WRONG WHO'S RIGHT.

I DIDN'T SIGN UP TO BE PITIED OR SHAMED,
I DIDN'T ALLOWED YOU TO GIVE ME THE BLAME.

I AM NO CREATURE, TO HIDE WITH THE DEAD,
I AM NOT YOUR TOY , TO BEAT OR BE BLED.

I'M NOT FROM YOUR WORLD, SO BITTER I STAND,
I AM OF CREATION, THAT OF A MAN.

WHY DID YOU TAKE ME, TO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE,
YOU BROKE EVERY PROMISE AND LEFT ME TO SCORN.

I WILL NOT HATE YOU, THAT GIFT IS TO KIND,
BUT I CAN ERASE YOU, FROM MY OWN MIND.

BLINDED AND GAGED, I HOLD MY OWN GROUND,
I RELINGUISH NO RIGHTS, BY ANY MANS HAND.

YOU CAN TEAR ME APART, BLEED ME TO SIN,
RIP OPEN MY HEART, AND CRAWL YOUR WAY IN.

YOU DO NOT GET THE PART, I HIDE FROM YOU ALL,
IT HIDES IN THE SHADOWS, AND ANSWERS NO CALLS.

BLINDED IN FURY, I WILL BREAK AWAY,
YOU CAN NEVER SEDUCE ME, WITH GAMES THAT YOU PLAY.

YOU CAN FORCE ME TO BEG AND MAKE ME BELIEVE,
THAT ALL THAT I AM, IS NOTHING TO SEE.

PUSH ME HARDER, BEAT TO THE FLOOR,
I WILL ONLY RISE UP, AND RESET THE SCORE.

YOUR DAYS ARE NUMBERED, COUNTED, NONE MISSED,
TAKE WHAT YOU WANT, BLOOD TO THESE LIPS.

I AM FORSAKEN, I HAVE SEEN MY LAST FIGHT,
BUT I WILL NOT DIE, WHEN YOU TURN OUT THIS LIGHT.

A REASON TO DREAM

L.g.olson — Wed, 09 Jan 2008 23:08:16 GMT

ONCE UPON A TIME, NOT TO LONG AGO,
WE SEARCHED FOR A DREAM, SO ALL WOULD KNOW.

THAT HOPE WAS UPON US, NO MATTER THE COST,
WE'D FIGHT FOR THE PASSION, SO NO HEART WAS LOST.

WE'D LOOK TO THE STARS, WE'D SEARCH SO IN VAIN,
TO FIND ALL THE REASONS, THOU THEY SEEMED INSANE.

WE'D DREAM AND HOPE FOR THAT'S ALL WE COULD DARE,
TO LOVE WITH OUR HEARTS, WITH NO SOUL TO SPARE.

FIND WHO WE ARE, A MOMENT IN A DAY,
LET NO MAN PUT US UNDER, FOR WE HEARD THEM SAY.

THERE ONCE WAS A PURPOSE, A RHYTHM , A RHYME,
A MAKER, A LOVER, A SINNER , A TIME.

A MEANING, A HOPE, ANOTHER DENIAL.
A REASON TO BELIEVE, A REASON TO SMILE.

A PURPOSE TO LIVE, A REASON TO CRY,
A REASON TO LOVE, A REASON TO DIE.

FOR STRENGTH, FOR OUR HEART, FOR ALL OF THE ABOVE,
FOR ALL WHO SEARCH FRANTICALLY, FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.

FOR A TOUCH , FOR A SMILE, A GENTLE CARESS.
FOR SOMETHING MORE, THAN JUST HUMAN CARELESSNESS.

FOR ALL OF THE THINGS, YOUR STILL DYING TO FEEL,
BE IT TO DREAM, THEN DREAM IT TO BE REAL.

LET IT BE ME

L.g.olson — Thu, 30 Aug 2007 12:34:52 GMT

LET IT BE COLD AND FULL OF REGRET,

LET IT KNOW ANGER SO IT WON'T FORGET.

LET IT FEEL THE CHOAS FROM WITHIN,

LET IT FEED HUNGRILLY ON BODILY SIN.

LET IT TURN AND TWIST TILL YOU CANNOT SPEAK,

LET IT BURN IN THE MIST AND DIE AT YOUR FEET.

LET IT SNEAK UP BEHIND YOU WHILE YOUR KNEELING THERE,

LET IT COME DOWN ON YOU AND FEED ON DESPAIR.

LET IT PROMISE YOU PASSION AND SINS OF THE FLESH,

LET IT ROT YOU AND CRUSH WITH THIS WHOLE MESS.

LET IT RIP THE FLESH FROM YOUR BROKEN BONES,

LET IT REMIND YOU OF WHOM IT STILL OWNS.

LET THE LUST BURN YOU FROM DEEP INSIDE,

LET THE GREED SHOW YOU WHAT YOU HAVE TO HIDE.

LET IT BE ME WHO YOU COME TO FEAR,

LET IT BE MY TEETH, AS YOUR THROAT COMES NEAR.

LET IT BE ME THAT LIES TO YOU,

LET IT BE YOU THAT IT SEERS YOU THREW.

LET IT BE TRUTH BUT ONLY IN MY EYES,

LET IT BE YOU THE ONE WHO CRIES.

LET IT ME WHO WALKS AWAY,

LET BE YOU WHO BEGS ME TO STAY.

LET IT BE ME WHO FEELS NO PAIN,

LET IT BE YOU WHO SUFFERS IN VAIN.

LET IT BE ME WHO TAKES ANOTHER,

LET BE YOU WHO WILL NOW SUFFER.

LET IT BE ME WHO HAS NO HEART,

LET IT BE YOUR WORLD THAT FALLS APART.

LET IT BE ME WHO BLAMES IT ALL ON YOU,

LET IT BE YOU THAT THOSE WORDS HAVE BRUISED.

LET IT BE ME WHO LAUGHS AT YOUR PAIN,

LET IT BE YOU WHO BEGS ME IN VAIN.

LET IT BE ME WHO CARRIES ON,

LET IT BE YOU WHO CAN'T BE STRONG.

LET BE ME WHO TAKES A LOVER,

LET IT BE YOU WHO SEES THE OTHER.

LET IT BE ME WHO HURTS NO MORE,

LET IT BE YOU SLAMMED IN THE DOOR.

LET IT BE ME THE ONE WHO HAS STRAYED,

LET IT BE YOU WITH THE PRICE TO PAY.

LET BE ME WITHOUT THE GUILT ON MY MIND,

LET IT BE YOU WHO DID NOTHING BUT TRY.

LET IT BE ME WHO NEVER SHEDS A TEAR,

LET IT BE YOU WHO LIVES IN THE FEAR.

LET IT BE ME WHO WILL NEVER CRY,

LET IT BE YOU TO FEEL YOUR HEART DIE.

LET IT BE ME

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L.g.olson — Thu, 30 Aug 2007 12:22:53 GMT

"SUFFER FOR WHO YOU ARE, FOR NOONE CAN REPLACE YOU AND THEY CANNOT SAVE YOU. FOR MADNESS IS THE WORDS NEVER SPOKEN AND TRUE DEATH IS THE WORDS NEVER HEARD" lgo

NEVER AN ANGEL

L.g.olson — Thu, 30 Aug 2007 12:16:58 GMT

I SIT HERE ALONE, AS I DO EVERYDAY

THERE'S NO GOING BACK, THERES NOTHING TO SAY.

I KNEW FROM THE MOMENT I STARED AT THE SKY,

THAT I WAS SO DIFFERENT AND I WAS LIVING A LIE.

I'M NOT LIKE THE OTHERS, SO PERFECT IN FORM

BUT I'M FAR BETTER OFF WITH A HEART THAT IS WARM.

ALTHOUGH IT'S WEARY AND SOMEWHAT IN FRAYS

IT WILL OUTLAST LIFES MISERY'S UNTIL THE END OF DAYS.

PAYING THE PRICE FOR MISTAKES I HAVE MADE,

I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS, NOR ASK TO BE SAVED.

I CREATED A NIGHTMARE AND YES IT WAS MINE

I TASTED THE SINS AND ALL I COULD FIND.

NEVER AN ANGEL AS I'VE COME TO BE,

I AM NOBODIES ANGEL AND OR DEVIL YOU SEE.

TEMPTATION BREATHES LIFE INTO THIS WEARY SOUL,

GIVEN THE CHANCE I WILL LOSE ALL CONTROL.

CAUGHT IN A WEB OF SO MANY LIES,

THERE WAS A POINT WHEN I THOUGHT I WOULD DIE.

DRINKING THE POISON HE FEED ME IN VAIN,

I WATCHED MYSELF DIEING AND GOING INSANE.

LAYING THERE DIEING, BLOOD ON MY BREATH

I SAW HIM LAUGHING AS I STARED AT DEATH.

HOLDING ME FIRMLY, SHOTTING INTO MY VIENS

LIQUID LUST WAS HIS FAVORITE, I FELT NO PAIN.

STARING SO WEAKLY INTO A MIRROR SO FULL OF LIES,

MY PALE REFLECTION STARES BACK, I AM DEAD IN MY EYES

PRAYING FOR LIGHT ON MY DARKEST DAY,

I WANTED TO DIE SINCE I COULDN'T PRAY.

I KNOW THIS SOUNDS CRAZY, I HATED MY LIFE SO MUCH

BUT IT WAS HIS HEART I COULD NEVER TOUCH.

YES I WAS BEATEN, BUT WHO IS THE BLAME,

THAT WOULD BE ME FOR ALL OF MY PAIN.

SACRIFICE ME SO SWEETLY AND THROW ME AWAY,

I'D LIKE TO THINK YOU'LL REGRET THIS ONE DAY

I'LL TAKE THIS PAIN SO WILLING FOR YOU,

I'LL TAKE THE BLADE THAT IS CUTTING YOU THREW.

GIVE ME A TOUCH SO I NEVER FORGET,

LIFE CAN BE BRUTAL AND FULL OF REGRET.

I HAVE FACED THE FIRE IN SO WAYS,

I HAVE SEEN THE END OF SO MANY DAYS.

I AM NOT A PERSON WHO EASILY LOVES,

MY HEART IS A PRISON HELD FROM ABOVE.

I RATHER FEEL PAIN THAN NOTHING AT ALL,

TAKE THE BITING STING AS I BEGIN TO FALL.

HEAVENS A VIRTUE I'M SURE I HAVE BEEN PASSED,

MY SINS ARE ALL NUMBERED ALL HAVE BEEN CAST.

I CAN STARE AT THEM COLDLY AND FOR ALL THAT I KNOW,

THERES NO WHERE TO HIDE AND NO WHERE TO GO.

SINK TO YOUR KNEES LET THE SACRIFICE BEGIN,

I AM YOUR ANGEL , YOU ARE MY SIN.

YOU CANNOT DAMB ME, I'M ALREADY THERE,

I SENTENCED MYSELF AND BECAME SO AWARE.

I AM A PASSION NOONE CAN TAME,

I AM THE PICTURE OF LUST, A FACE WITH NO NAME.

FOLLOW

L.g.olson — Thu, 30 Aug 2007 11:23:28 GMT

INTO THIS WORLD, I HAVE BEEN CAST DOWN,

TO SUFFER TO MY THOUGHTS AND SLOWLY I DROWN.

I TRY TO SEE THE PATH ALL OTHERS SEEM TO EASILY FIND,

BUT I SEE NO WAY OUT FOR LIFE LEFT ME BLIND.

BE WHAT YOU AREN'T, GIVE IN TO THE WRATH,

FOLLOW OTHERS FOOTSTEPS, FOLLOW THERE PATH.

WHY AREN'T YOU LIKE THEM, WHY CAN'T YOU BE,

ALL THAT THEY ARE, ALL YOU SHOULD BE.

CREATE A STABLE LIFE, GIVE UP ALL THAT SHIT,

GET A NORMAL JOB, THEN MAYBE YOU'LL FIT.

WORK FOR A FEW DOLLARS, ONCE A WEEK YOU'LL GET PAID,

SO EVERYONE ELSE CAN TAKE IT AWAY.

YOUR NOTHING SPEACIAL, CAN'T YOU SEE THIS,

YOU DON'T GET THE LIFE, THE HAPPINESS, THE BLISS.

FIND A NICE MAN, HE'LL SETTLE YOU DOWN,

FORGET WHO YOU ARE, LET THOSE DREAMS DROWN.

YOU DON'T NEED TO LOVE HIM, DON'T CARE AT ALL,

AS LONG AS HE LOVES YOU, YOU'RE HIS BECK AND CALL.

YA RIGHT.

I NEVER SAW CLEARLY, TILL I SAW TODAY,

THAT I AM FORESAKEN IN EVERYWAY.

I AM NOT THE NORMAL, THE SUBLIME, THE DEMURE,

I AM A DESEASE THAT THEY WANT TO CURE.

I SPEAK MY MIND, CREATE UNDER IT,

I TAKE NO LINES, OR CARE FOR THE SHIT.

HARSH AS IT SEEMS, IT'S ALL THAT I AM,

CREATED BY HATE, CREATED BY A MAN.

INSIDE I BURN UNLIKE ANYTHING ALIVE,

I SIMMER IN THOUGHTS MOST COULD NEVER FIND.

I REACH FOR THE STARS, NO MATTER HOW DISTANT OR FAR,

I KNOW WHO I AM, DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE?

FIERCE MY HEART, MY SOUL LIT LIKE A FLAME,

I CONFORM TO NOONE, I DEAL WITH MY PAIN.

I BREATHE IN ALL KNOWLEDGE, I KNOW ABOUT THE SCORE,

I SEEM TO HAVE FALLEN, THREW EVERY SLAMMED DOOR.

I AM NOT A VICTIM, SO IT MAY SEEM,

I AM THE WINNER, THE WINNER HAS A DREAM.

TAKE MY ADVISE, DON'T RUN FROM A FIGHT,

LISTEN TO YOUR HEART, LEARN HOW TO HOLD TIGHT.

NOTHING IS SACRED, NOTHING PROFOUND,

THERE IS NOTHING PERFECT, THAT LIVES ON THIS GROUND.

TAKE WHAT YOU NEED, GIVE ALL THAT YOU ARE,

FOR WHEN THE BELL TOLL'S, LEAVE THE WORLD A BIG SCAR.

LET THEM KNOW YOU EXISTED, IF JUST FOR ONE DAY,

THIS LIFE WASN'T A GAME, FOR SOMEONE TO PLAY.

I SEE PAST THE DARKNESS, TO CREATE A NEW LIGHT.

IT'S NOT WORTH THE BATTLE, IF YOU CAN'T FIGHT THE FIGHT. LGO2007