Portal of Madness

IN YOUR VEINS

L.g.olson — Sat, 12 Jan 2008 02:36:22 GMT

I AM THE POISON IN YOUR VEINS

I AM YOUR DISEASE, CAN YOU FEEL ME,
I RUSH THREW YOU VEINS TILL YOU CAN'T BREATH.

I FEED FROM YOUR BODY, A LEECH TO YOUR SOUL,
I AM THE NIGHTMARE, YOUR BEGGING FOR.

COME AND BESEECH ME, I AM ALL YOU WILL FIND,
I AM THE POISON THAT ERUPTS IN YOUR MIND.

I AM TEMPTATION OF THINGS THAT ARE LOST,
I AM REDEMPTION, WHEN YOU PAY THE COST.

RAPTURE FORLORN, CONSUMING YOUR HEAD,
TEMPTATION AND DISASTER AWAITING YOUR BED.

TWISTED AND CURDLED, THE BLOOD IN YOUR HEART,
PUMPING SO HARD, IT TEARS YOU APART.

I KNOW YOU CAN FEEL ME, DEPRIVATION AND DECAY,
I ROT IN YOUR MIND TILL YOUR READY TO PLAY.

I WILL SEDUCE YOU, I NEVER GIVE UP OR IN,
I AWAIT YOUR WEAKNESS, SO I CAN BEGIN.

I AM ALREADY INSIDE YOU, CAN YOU FEEL MY COLD TOUCH,
I AM WRAPPED ALL AROUND YOU, MY DESIRES TO MUCH.

YOU CANNOT STOP ME, I AM READY TO DEFY,
I AM UNDER THAT SKIN, YOU CANNOT HIDE.

OH HOW I WILL LOVE YOU, AWAITING MY TIME,
SUCCUMB TO TEMPTATION, ME YOU WILL FIND.

HIDDEN AND FORBIDDEN, YOU KNOW WHO I AM,
YOU LET ME INSIDE, A WEAKNESS TO MAN.

ACCEPT ALL I AM IS ALL THAT YOU ARE,
MY KISS IS DESIRE BEGETTING A SCAR.

A SICKNESS OF MINDS, A MADNESS TO BLAME,
I AM THE VIRUS, A LUST OF PURE FLAME..

SHAKING SO HARD YOU BLEED THREW YOUR PORES,
ANOTHER NIGHTMARE TO ADD TO THE SCORE.

FEED ME, BELIEVE ME, I'M WRENCHING WITHIN,
I WILL TORMENT YOU UNTIL I CAN WIN.

I CAN TASTE YOU, FRESH ON MY TONGUE,
THE FIRE INSIDE YOU, BURNS LIKE THE SUN.

I CAN SMELL THE SWEAT IN YOUR SKIN,
REEKS OF DESIRES YOU BURN FROM WITHIN.

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L.g.olson — Sun, 09 Sep 2007 02:31:27 GMT

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"Realize who you are and move on...you will leave some behind....the ones who hold you back. But new relationships will appear, those that benefit you and create you, not drag you down." LGO

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L.g.olson — Sun, 19 Aug 2007 05:54:02 GMT

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KILLING MY SOUL

L.g.olson — Sat, 18 Aug 2007 21:13:28 GMT

HOW DO I LET GO, OF SOMETHING I LOST,

SO HARD TO RELEASE, TO ACCEPT THE FINAL COST.

I KNOW WHAT I WANTED, I WANTED YOU,

BUT LIFE HITS YOU HARD AND CUTS YOU STRAIGHT THREW.

TAKE ALL YOU HAVE LEFT AND RUN VERY FAR,

I HOPE THAT ONE DAY, YOU'LL REGRET THAT NEW SCAR.

BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENS, NEVER LIKE THIS,

I FEAR THAT I ALONE, WILL BE THE ONE NOT MISSED.

SAD IS A HEART WHO LEARNS BY THE DAY,

WHAT ONCE WAS LOVE, NOW IS DECAY.

TEARS ARE REMINDERS OF ALL THAT'S BEEN LOST,

PAIN IN YOUR SOUL, THAT IS THE COST.

SEEING YOURSELF, FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME,

FINDING YOUR EMPTY, YOUR LOVE WAS SO BLIND.

I WISH I KNEW THEN, WHAT I KNOW THIS TIME,

THAT NOTHING IS REAL, JUST IN OUR MINDS.

HOLDING SO TIGHTLY FOR THAT ONE SPECIAL SOUL,

CAUSES THE HEARTACHE, THEN LOSES CONTROL.

TAKE A DEEP BREATH, MAYBE DREAM ONE MORE TIME,

OF WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN AND MIGHT HAVE BEEN MINE.

I OPEN MY EYES AND I STILL SEE YOUR FACE,

I WISH I UNDERSTOOD, BUT I'VE BEEN REPLACED.

SWALLOW THE SADNESS, YOU STILL NEED TO HIDE,

BRING ON THE MADNESS, YOU CARRY INSIDE.

IT WILL NOT HEAL, THE WOUNDS ARE TO DEEP,

FORGET ABOUT PIECE, I'LL NEVER SLEEP.

FEEL YOURSELF SINKING BENEATH A NEW WAKE,

FEEL THE PAIN WITH EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE.

HOW I HATE THIS, A LIFE WITH NO SOUND,

ONLY GOING DEEPER, STARTING TO DROWN.

I TRY AND REMEMBER ALL THAT YOU ARE,

STILL DOESN'T HEAL THAT HORRIBLE SCAR.

I KNOW WHAT I AM, IT'S ANOTHER MISTAKE,

IT'S THE COST OF HEART AND THE CRUSH OF THE BREAK.

TAKE ME AWAY FROM ALL OF THIS PAIN,

DON'T LET IT DROWN ME, FROM HENCE IT HAD CAME.

WALK AWAY QUIETLY, KEEP SOME OF YOUR PRIDE,

A NOTCH IN A BULLET, ANOTHER SOULS HIDE.

PRETEND THAT YOUR HAPPY AND THAT THEY DIDN'T KILL,

WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR BODY AND PITIFUL WILL.

KNEEL DOWN SOFTLY, BACK TO THE WALL,

CLOSE YOUR EYES TIGHTLY, AND TAKE THAT LAST FALL.

WHAT AM I?

L.g.olson — Sat, 18 Aug 2007 20:53:40 GMT

YOU ALL CARRY ME, YOU HIDE ME INSIDE,

I AM ANGER, WRATH AND YOUR FOOLISH PRIDE.

I RIDDLE YOUR BONES UNTIL THEY BREAK,

I DO NOT LOVE YOU, YOU MADE A MISTAKE.

YOU WILL FEEL ME INSIDE AS YOU DIE,

EVERY TIME SOMEONE TELLS YOU A LIE.

PAIN YOU WILL SUFFER AS I FLOW THREW YOUR VEINS,

I WILL DRIVE YOU TO MADNESS, MAKE YOU INSANE.

NOONE IS FREE OF ME, I OWN YOU ALL,

I PLANT MY SEED AND WAIT TILL YOU FALL.

CLENCHING AND GRINDING YOUR FISTS TO THE WALL,

I WAIT FOR BLOOD TO SPILL WHEN YOU FALL.

I AM THE TRIGGER, THE GUN AT YOUR HEAD,

I WILL HAUNT YOUR MIND, TILL YOU ARE DEAD.

YOU ARE PITIFUL AND EMPTY, I CAN SEE YOU,

PICK UP THAT KNIFE, SO YOU CAN BE THREW.

NO TEARS ARE WELCOME, YOUR SOUL IS THE COST,

YOU WILL BURN FOR IT ALL , NOW YOU HAVE LOST.

I WILL EMPTY YOU AND ROT YOU, YOU PITIFUL SHELL,

FOR ALL OF YOUR SINS YOU'LL GO TO HELL.

I HAVE COME FOR YOU MY VICTIM, SO TIED THE PAST,

YOU THINK YOU CAN WIN, BUT YOU COME IN LAST.

YOUR HEART IS A LIAR, YOUR SOUL IS THIN AIR,

YOU ARE NOTHING TO ANYONE, THEY DON'T EVEN CARE.

GIVE UP THE BATTLE AND LET RAGE TAKE ITS THROWN,

I WILL LOVE YOU , MY GIFTS I HAVE SHOWN.

BROKEN PROMISES AND LOVE FILLED LIES,

ARE THE ROTTEN CORE, INSIDE YOU DIE.

MENACING AND EVIL I DO LIE IN WAIT,

I HAVE BEGUN TO INVOKE ALL OF YOUR HATE.

FEEL MY SEED AS IT STARTS TO GROW,

YOU LOST THIS BATTLE SO LONG AGO.

LIE DOWN AND DIE, YOU SHAME US ALL,

YOUR FEARS OF THIS LIFE HAVE CAUSED YOU TO FALL.

SO WEAK IS YOUR HEART, YOU'LL NEVER WIN,

YOU WAGE AGAINST ME, BUT I'M ALREADY IN.

WHAT LIES BENEATH

L.g.olson — Sat, 18 Aug 2007 20:51:16 GMT

SIT IN THE CORNER, BELIEVE ALL THEIR LIES,

COVER YOUR EARS, COVER YOUR EYES.

THERE IS NOT A SOUL, WHO'S HEART IS SO PURE,

THEY'LL LIE TO YOU SWIFTLY, THEY'LL FEED YOU YOUR FEARS.

ANGRY AND LOST, YOUR SEARCH IS IN VAIN,

CRY FOR THEM SWEETLY, ALL YOU GET IS THEIR PAIN.

FOLLOW THE WEAKNESS, FEED TILL YOUR NUMB,

PLAY STUPID GAMES, PLAY LIKE YOUR DUMB.

RANT AND RAVE TILL YOUR HEART IS CONTENT,

FLEE FROM THEIR SITE, FEED THE LAMENT.

SCREAM TO THE NIGHT, YOUR HEART BLINDLY CALLS,

BARE YOUR SOUL, UNTIL YOUR HEART TAKES THE FALL.

GIVE YOUR BODY, YOUR MIND AND YOUR SOUL,

SHOW YOUR NOT WEAK, SO THEY HAVE NO CONTROL.

MAKE PASSION A RITUAL YOU BRING TO YOUR BED,

GIVE THEM ALL THAT THEY WANT UNTIL THEY ARE FED.

WORSHIP THAT BODY, PLAY ALL THE GAMES,

MAYBE ONE DAY, YOU'LL CARRY THEIR NAME.

OH WHAT A SINNER AND LIARS WE ARE,

UNVEIL THE TRUTH, BEGETTING A SCAR.

DREAM OF THAT LUST THEY SO PROMISE YOU,

ALL YOU GET ARE THE LIES TO CARRY YOU THREW.

SHOW THEM YOUR THEIRS, FALL ON YOUR BACK,

GIVE THEM CONTROL, LET THEM ATTACK.

THEY'LL TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU AND SWEAR IT IS TRUE,

THEY'LL TAKE OF YOUR BODY, RUNNING YOU THREW.

PLAY THEIR PERVERSIONS, PLAY TILL YOUR RAW,

TO SORE TO FIGHT, TO WEAK TO CRAWL.

CLING TO THIS BODY, WORSHIP THIS SKIN,

GOD MADE THIS BODY, SO TAKE IT WITHIN.

YOU ARE WHAT'S LEFT, A MINDLESS CASCADE,

TAKE GRIP OF THEIR FLESH IN THIS BED THAT YOU PLAYED.

ASK THEM TO LOVE YOU, THEY'LL TELL YOU A LIE,

ASK THEM FOR FOREVER, YOU ALREADY DIED.

TASTE OF THE SILK, THE SATIN AND LACE,

I'M SURE THAT THEY'LL LOVE THAT PRETTY FACE.

PLAYED UPON FOOLS, LIES UPON SOULS,

READY TO LOSE ALL YOUR CONTROL.

TURNING THE KNIFE, THE KNIFE TAKES US ALL,

ALL WE HAVE LEFT, IS NOTHING AT ALL.

SEE

L.g.olson — Sat, 18 Aug 2007 16:32:11 GMT

I CAN SEE YOU, MY EYES BURNING THREW,

DO YOU FEEL THE HEAT, IT'S BURNING YOU THREW.

WHEN YOU TOUCH HER, DO YOU SEE MY FACE,

DOES IT SHAKE YOU, DO YOU FEEL MISPLACED.

CAN YOU TASTE THE LIES, DO THEY COVET YOU,

I HOPE THAT YOU FEEL IT, THE WAY THAT I DO.

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS, LEAVE ME ALONE,

WAS SHE WORTH ALL I WAS, HER TOUCH THE UNKNOWN.

OH HOW IT BURNS ME, I CRINGE TO THE LIES,

EVERY HEART ACHE, I BELIEVE THE HEART DIES.

COLD AND TATTERED, RIPPED THREW THE SKIN,

I STILL FEEL YOUR TOUCH, IT BURNS FROM WITHIN.

ALL OF THIS PAIN, YOU LEFT FOR ME TO BARE,

A DEVIANT GAME AND YOU DIDN'T CARE.

TORTURE MY MIND, FIRE IN MY HEAD,

GOD HOW I WISH THIS LOVE WAS JUST DEAD.

I KNOW THAT YOU TOUCH HER, THAT TOUCH WAS MINE,

JEALOUS THE HEART, A SOUL REDEFINED.

ALL I FEEL AND ALL THAT I LOST,

YOU RIPPED IT AWAY, WITHOUT THOUGHT OF THE COST.

I WANNA KNOW WHY YOU PLAYED ME LIKE THIS,

I HOPE IT'S PAIN, YOU FEEL IN THAT KISS.

I HOPE YOUR HANDS BURN WITH EVERY TOUCH,

I HOPE YOU SEE ME, AND THE PAIN IS TO MUCH.

I WANT YOU TO SUFFER, SUFFER LIKE ME,

I HOPE I HAUNT YOU TILL YOU CANNOT SEE.

SUFFER

L.g.olson — Sat, 18 Aug 2007 16:18:14 GMT

all we should know, all its about

its not about love ,that lights gone out.

it's about hearts and souls entwined,

meant for forever, but forever is blind.

I have seen pain and suffered the score,

I walk in the dark, no light to the door.

I struggle to be, who i really am,

but lost in the ramble, lies from a man.

never trust, no heart can win,

love is a lie, they use to get in.

betrayed by secrets, coveted in lies,

yet I seek the truth, in all I despise.

I wasn't meant to be treated like this,

I wasn't meant to fall to a kiss.

I should of never became such a fool,

but my heart sees pain and drowns in it's pool.

please forsake all that am,

a gift of blood from where I stand.

poisoned and tempered, opened to score,

what I was once, I am no more.

hidden and meek, I hide from the past,

to see all that could be, it can never last.

lies and deceptions, breed and soon spawned,

leads to distrust, than every thing is gone.

no heart to commit to, no soul be defied,

no tears fell harder, than those I have cried.

think you have won, but it's all left to blame,

the only one person, when you are the game.

made into a joke, I see laughing eyes,

just take all the wounds, don't ask why.

take my pain, suffer the cost,

I want you to hurt, for all that lost.

SELFISH

L.g.olson — Sat, 18 Aug 2007 16:14:32 GMT

ALL OF THE CHAOS, ALL OF THE PAIN,

THE WORLD SWIRLS MADLY INSIDE OF MY BRAIN.

I SEEK THE PEACE, THE LOVING KIND,

TO SETTLE THE HEARTACHE, THAT RULES MY MIND.

SO MUCH TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME,

WHERE WILL I BE, WHAT WILL I FIND.

AM I SO BLIND, THAT I CANNOT SEE,

THAT MAYBE A HEART IS MEANT TO BE FREE.

MAYBE I AM CONFUSING ALL THAT SHOULD BE,

FOR MY OWN SAKE, REPLACED WITH JEALOUSY.

I AM SO SELFISH TO WANT SOMETHING SO BAD,

MAYBE THAT'S WHY MY HEART IS SO SAD.

I KNOW THAT I SEE THINGS, BUT DOES A HEART LIE,

IS IT MY FAULT, WHEN OTHERS DO CRY.

TO SET THAT ALL FREE, TO WALK QUICKLY AWAY,

SO THE HEART THAT I LOVE, CAN FIND HIS OWN WAY.

STARE IN THE MIRROR AND WHAT DO I SEE,

A SELFISH SOUL, RESIDES INSIDE OF ME.

I SO WANT TO LOVE HIM, BUT WHAT DOES HE SEE,

IS IT THIS STRANGER, LOOKING BACK AT ME.

BE A GOOD PERSON, DON'T HIDE BEHIND LIES,

DON'T HURT OTHERS, TRY NOT TO DESPISE.

NEVER PRETEND OR PLAY WITH THEIR HEARTS,

GIVE THEM KINDNESS, WHEN THEY LIE IN THE DARK.

SHOW THEM THE PATH, SO THEY CAN SEE,

THAT THEY ARE NOT EMPTY, OR LESSER THAN ME.

TREAT THEM WITH KINDNESS, CARE AND RESPECT,

NEVER CAUSE HARM, OR FORCE THE NEGLECT.

MAKE THEM BELIEVE THERE IS SO MUCH MORE,

BY OFFERING YOUR HAND AND OPENING THE SOUL.

OF ALL

L.g.olson — Sat, 18 Aug 2007 15:39:26 GMT

OF ALL THE FATES AND DESTINY IN TIME,

I HAVE ONE HOPE, THAT IS MINE.

FALL IN LOVE, FIND IT TRUE.

GRASP A PASSION THAT BREATHS FOR YOU.

TAKE OF THE FORBIDDEN, TASTE IT'S SWEET WINE,

SWALLOW IT WHOLE, STRANGLE SUBLIME.

FILL IN THE PIECES, THAT ONLY YOU CAN,

BELIEVE YOU ARE WORTH IT, A MASTER OF PLANS.

SEEK TO BE FOUND, SEE WHAT IS LOST,

PAY FOR THE DREAM, ACCEPT ALL THE COSTS.

BLEED FOR THE VIRTUE, TORN FROM INSIDE,

PLAY WITH THE DANGERS, RIDE A NEW LIGHT.

SEEK TO BE SPOKEN, RIDDLED AND SWORN,

DEAF TO THE HEARING, ANOTHER HEART BORN.

BE NOT CONTENTIOUS, SELFISH WITH SPITE,

BOW DOWN TO NOONE, BLEED FOR THE FIGHT.

WICKED AND HEARTLESS, PLAY NOBODIES FOOL,

LET THEM FALL, AND BLEED THEIR OWN RULES.

LOVE ME OR HATE ME, A RAT RACE TO ALL,

FOR ALL THEIR TEMPTATIONS, CANNOT MAKE ME CRAWL.

A LIFE SO TANGLED AND WEAVED THREW THE BONE,

RIDE OF THE FLESH WILL CARRY YOU HOME.

STAY TRUE TO YOUR VICTORY, NO MAN SHALL FALL,

SWALLOW YOUR TROPHY, YOU WON IT ALL.. lgo2007

SOMETIMES I JUST NEED A PLACE TO HIDE

L.g.olson — Fri, 17 Aug 2007 03:26:03 GMT

SO HERE I AM, LOOKING FOR ANSWERS, LOOKING FOR SOMETHING I NEED, TRYING TO EASE WHAT'S BEEN BUILDING IN ME.

FIND ME A PLACE, WHERE I CANNOT BE FOUND, LOOK FOR THE LIGHT, WHEN DARKNESS SURROUNDS.

PRAYING FOR ANSWERS TO MY SOULESS PLIGHT, WANTING TO RUN WHEN I SHOULD STAND AND FIGHT.

FEELING SO EMPTY AND LOST THREW SOME DOOR, TRYING TO FIND WHAT CAN'T BE FOUND ANYMORE.

PLEASE DO NOT DAMN ME, I NEED TO EXIST, SOMEWHERE THERES SOMEONE, WHO WILL TAKE ME FROM THIS.

INSIDE SO BATTERED AND LEFT TO THE SCORN, I WANNA KNOW I'M LIVING, THOU MY HEART IS TORN.

FREE ME FROM ALL THESE CHAINS THAT I WEAR, BREAK ALL THE WALLS, I BUILT FOR ME THERE.