NEVER AN ANGEL

I SIT HERE ALONE, AS I DO EVERYDAY

THERE'S NO GOING BACK, THERES NOTHING TO SAY.

I KNEW FROM THE MOMENT I STARED AT THE SKY,

THAT I WAS SO DIFFERENT AND I WAS LIVING A LIE.

I'M NOT LIKE THE OTHERS, SO PERFECT IN FORM

BUT I'M FAR BETTER OFF WITH A HEART THAT IS WARM.

ALTHOUGH IT'S WEARY AND SOMEWHAT IN FRAYS

IT WILL OUTLAST LIFES MISERY'S UNTIL THE END OF DAYS.

PAYING THE PRICE FOR MISTAKES I HAVE MADE,

I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS, NOR ASK TO BE SAVED.

I CREATED A NIGHTMARE AND YES IT WAS MINE

I TASTED THE SINS AND ALL I COULD FIND.

NEVER AN ANGEL AS I'VE COME TO BE,

I AM NOBODIES ANGEL AND OR DEVIL YOU SEE.

TEMPTATION BREATHES LIFE INTO THIS WEARY SOUL,

GIVEN THE CHANCE I WILL LOSE ALL CONTROL.

CAUGHT IN A WEB OF SO MANY LIES,

THERE WAS A POINT WHEN I THOUGHT I WOULD DIE.

DRINKING THE POISON HE FEED ME IN VAIN,

I WATCHED MYSELF DIEING AND GOING INSANE.

LAYING THERE DIEING, BLOOD ON MY BREATH

I SAW HIM LAUGHING AS I STARED AT DEATH.

HOLDING ME FIRMLY, SHOTTING INTO MY VIENS

LIQUID LUST WAS HIS FAVORITE, I FELT NO PAIN.

STARING SO WEAKLY INTO A MIRROR SO FULL OF LIES,

MY PALE REFLECTION STARES BACK, I AM DEAD IN MY EYES

PRAYING FOR LIGHT ON MY DARKEST DAY,

I WANTED TO DIE SINCE I COULDN'T PRAY.

I KNOW THIS SOUNDS CRAZY, I HATED MY LIFE SO MUCH

BUT IT WAS HIS HEART I COULD NEVER TOUCH.

YES I WAS BEATEN, BUT WHO IS THE BLAME,

THAT WOULD BE ME FOR ALL OF MY PAIN.

SACRIFICE ME SO SWEETLY AND THROW ME AWAY,

I'D LIKE TO THINK YOU'LL REGRET THIS ONE DAY

I'LL TAKE THIS PAIN SO WILLING FOR YOU,

I'LL TAKE THE BLADE THAT IS CUTTING YOU THREW.

GIVE ME A TOUCH SO I NEVER FORGET,

LIFE CAN BE BRUTAL AND FULL OF REGRET.

I HAVE FACED THE FIRE IN SO WAYS,

I HAVE SEEN THE END OF SO MANY DAYS.

I AM NOT A PERSON WHO EASILY LOVES,

MY HEART IS A PRISON HELD FROM ABOVE.

I RATHER FEEL PAIN THAN NOTHING AT ALL,

TAKE THE BITING STING AS I BEGIN TO FALL.

HEAVENS A VIRTUE I'M SURE I HAVE BEEN PASSED,

MY SINS ARE ALL NUMBERED ALL HAVE BEEN CAST.

I CAN STARE AT THEM COLDLY AND FOR ALL THAT I KNOW,

THERES NO WHERE TO HIDE AND NO WHERE TO GO.

SINK TO YOUR KNEES LET THE SACRIFICE BEGIN,

I AM YOUR ANGEL , YOU ARE MY SIN.

YOU CANNOT DAMB ME, I'M ALREADY THERE,

I SENTENCED MYSELF AND BECAME SO AWARE.

I AM A PASSION NOONE CAN TAME,

I AM THE PICTURE OF LUST, A FACE WITH NO NAME.