VISIONS

VISIONS I CARRY, I CARRY OF YOU,
I KNOW WHAT YOU DID AND NOW YOU ARE THREW.

I THOUGHT I KNEW YOU, BUT I WAS SO WRONG,
YOU TRIED TO BEAT ME, BUT I WAS TO STRONG.

I MUST REMEMBER, BEFORE MY MEMORY FADES,
ALL THAT YOU DID, STILL I COULDN'T BE SAVED.

I HAVE SEEN YOU IN NIGHTMARES, DREAMS HELLISH COST,
I RAN FROM YOUR SHADOW, I TRIED TO GET LOST.

BUT YOU KEPT ON HUNTING, PUSHING ME DOWN,
KNOCKING ME OUT, TILL IN BLOOD I WOULD DROWN.

I CAN REMEMBER THE WORDS ALL TO CLEAR,
I'LL GIVE YOU PAIN, I'LL TEACH YOU FEAR.

I STOOD MY GROUND, EYES LOCKED ON YOU,
WAITING FOR YOUR FIST TO TURN ME BLUE.

NO PAIN IS WORTH IT, NOT EVER FOR YOU,
I WILL NOT CRY, GO AHEAD, PUNCH THREW.

I AM MUCH STRONGER THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW,
I PLAN TO HURT YOU , FOR ALL THE PAIN SEWN.

LOOK AT ME BITCH, THOSE WORDS TO MY EARS,
YOUR NOT SO PRETTY NOW, THAT YOU'VE LEARNED TO FEAR.

YOU'LL NEVER DO BETTER, WHAT DO YOU HAVE LEFT,
NOBODY LOVES YOU, YOUR BETTER OFF DEAD.

I AM WHATS LEFT IN YOUR PITIFUL LIFE,
DON'T YOU FORGET IT, YOUR STILL MY WIFE.

NOTHING CAN STOP ME, NOT EVEN YOU,
I'LL DO WHAT I WANT, I'LL EVEN KILL YOU.

SO SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU STUPID LITTLE BITCH,
I HAVE A PLACE FOR YOU, DEEP IN A DITCH.

SIGH.

MEMORIES ARE DREAMS FOR ALL OUR PAST PAIN,
GOOD OR BAD, NOONES TO BLAME.

I SEE IT CLEARLY, FORGIVEN MY PAST,
BUT I AM STILL HAUNTED, BUT I HAVE MOVED PASSED.

IT'S NOT THE WHAT HAPPENED THAT MATTERS ANYMORE,
IT'S HOW YOU MOVE ON TO OPEN NEW DOORS.

TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR, AND NOT CARRY SHAME,
WHAT HAPPENED IS GONE, I'M NOT TO BLAME.

I AM ALIVE AND MY HEART IS TRUE,
I CARRY NO PAIN, I SAW IT THREW.

I'M STRONGER AND BETTER THAN EVER BEFORE,
I CANNOT BE STOPPED, HE CAN'T TOUCH ME NO MORE.

I DON'T THINK THAT I HATE HIM, STRANGE AS IT SEEMS,
BUT THAT WOULD ONLY GIVE HIM CONTROL OVER ME.

DON'T PITY ME, NOT FOR ONE SINGLE LINE,
I PAID MY DUES, I WON MY LIFE.