SUFFER

all we should know, all its about

its not about love ,that lights gone out.

it's about hearts and souls entwined,

meant for forever, but forever is blind.

I have seen pain and suffered the score,

I walk in the dark, no light to the door.

I struggle to be, who i really am,

but lost in the ramble, lies from a man.

never trust, no heart can win,

love is a lie, they use to get in.

betrayed by secrets, coveted in lies,

yet I seek the truth, in all I despise.

I wasn't meant to be treated like this,

I wasn't meant to fall to a kiss.

I should of never became such a fool,

but my heart sees pain and drowns in it's pool.

please forsake all that am,

a gift of blood from where I stand.

poisoned and tempered, opened to score,

what I was once, I am no more.

hidden and meek, I hide from the past,

to see all that could be, it can never last.

lies and deceptions, breed and soon spawned,

leads to distrust, than every thing is gone.

no heart to commit to, no soul be defied,

no tears fell harder, than those I have cried.

think you have won, but it's all left to blame,

the only one person, when you are the game.

made into a joke, I see laughing eyes,

just take all the wounds, don't ask why.

take my pain, suffer the cost,

I want you to hurt, for all that lost.